My father passed away yesterday
Peacefully in his sleep, as he wanted. I thought I was odd for feeling numb and in my case a bit detached and spaced out . My sister who was with him said she too feels numb.
This may,or may not, sound silly, but the one thing that's getting to me is no longer being able to share the interest we had in family history/genealogy. It was the thing we bonded most over.