Family system collapsing - help!
I believe this term is the key for what's going on.
Remote schooling of a special needs child is too much and we're losing grip again - I fantasize about suicide, husband randomly bursts with anger.
It's not general unhappiness - it's inability to hold it after months of struggle.
And our "NT" child, while doing well on remote schooling, is getting wild from not enough social life.
And our diagnosed child just switches off.
I need to somehow rebuild it again. Seek solutions. But I'm depleted.